Mon 17 Oct 2011
Blue Monday
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Ah, so we come to this then- it’s sadness that makes me blog. Or, at least, it seems to be sadness that brings me back to the blog once I’ve been away for a while. And, so here I am, again.
The slow, sad end of my relationship has finally (hopefully) reached its nadir and I don’t know what to do with myself. I muddled through the weekend, cheered slightly by a visit from my mom and a day with my best friend. I was constantly on the verge of crying, but I was mostly able to stave it off. Now, it’s Monday at 3:50 pm and… well, nothing’s going on to distract me from thinking about how he didn’t call, didn’t email, didn’t care.
Eh. As I said on the Facebooks, I hate sadness.
You’re going to be okay. It’s all a process and a journey. You didn’t waste your time or your heart. You gave what you had, which is as good as anyone can do.
You’re a beautiful person, both inside and out, and you are not alone.
You’ve got friends and probably a couple of stalkers. You’re that kind of wonderful.